ALYSSA IS DEAD.
HER EYEBALLS WERE PULLED OUT AND
GIVEN TO A CORNEA BANK.
SOME OF HER ASHES ARE IN THIS PLANE WITH ME.

SHE DIED AND SHE KNEW IT AND SHE FAUGHT IT AND SHE DIED
JERKING AROUND TIED DOWN.

SHE HAD THE MOST GUTS OF THE FAMILY AND SHE IS DEAD.

SHE IS DEAD AND I DIDN'T SEE HER DYING. SHE IS DEAD AND I'LL NEVER SEE HER AGAIN.

SHE IS DEAD AND I SHARE THE BLAME.

AND I STILL FORGET THE LESSONS

• give yourself, all of yourself, always.
• don't wait
• don't economise, logicise, streamline